new year, new perspective

Do you ever wonder if what you are doing is in God's will?  Do you ever worry that you are not doing what you're supposed to do?  After all the worrying i decided to go on Twitter and saw this great quote from Gianna Jessen: "God is holding on to you. Tell him what's in your Heart.  It matters to him."
I realized that Yes! God does want to hear about my cabinet woes, yes he wants me to put him first and trust him completely, and yes he thinks i matter.  That was the big one, I matter.  It makes me emotional every time i hear it because sometimes you just don't feel like you matter and what you're doing is not that important.  I was going over a job I quoted a little over a year ago on Friday and i am supposed to hear back this week.  Its one that i mentioned before that i was supposed to be hearing back in March 2017, then April 2017, then June 2017, etc. etc.  Am i really going to hear back this week?  I really hope so and i want to..........It made me realize that God is in control, if he wants me to have the job i will.  He knows what's best. 
But of course I was panicking about this very thing Monday & Tuesday and it really shook me.  Am i doing God's will? Then my nightly (try to do every night